I’m actually really nervous.

kids camp counselor for this week and I leave today. as much as I love love love being around and taking care of kids and doing everything that the job entails- I’m scared? nervous. I’m nervous. my teeth hurt and my stomach is turning into a lava lamp and my finger tips are numb. haha. I’m just so used to being alone. I still cough after 9 pm like no tomorrow. I need intensive periods of alone time to function. and i know 2 people, of Which, are only fairly acquaintances of mine.
now that all that is said. I’m getting paid. God is going to change my heart about stuff. I’m going to meet a lot of new people. and it’s going to be so great. i know.

I’m really scared of missing Boomer.